sheryl lee as laura palmer in twin peaks: fire walk with me (1992): she gave THE ultimate performance me thinks
dir. by david lynch
Naomi Seagal
i feel disgusting im gaining weight and i wanna just stop eating but i cant control myself
im so lonely all the time i cried more in the past month than i did in the past year idk what to do im scared of being pushed into adulthood and everything is spiraling out of my control
i feel insecure and useless and art doesn’t make me happy anymore it’s just another reason for me to feel like a piece of shit i just hate everything about myself
i don’t know how to change this
and it’s only gonna get harder
im not strong enough for this
this week has been so long without you i just wanna hold u that’s all
i keep crying it just won’t stop
all i wanna do is get high numb the feelings but i cant find literally anyone to do it with and i dont wanna feel anything anymore i just wanna make it stop
it’s tearing me apart oh god i just wanna feel ok again come back to me stay with me please
i saw your friends at your last concert
i will never be like one of them
fake smiles greetings and drunken laughter and i hate everything about it
you’re leaving in a few days and then you’re gonna come back only to leave again
my heart feels raw
spent sunday evening crying for three hours like it would’ve changed anything
every time i think about it it just feels like opening an old wound and now im tired and sore and i dont wanna hurt anymore
i only feel okay when you’re near and it’s scaring me
im so scared im sorry
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